its been a very boring dae for e past 2daes..common test n stuffs..yesterdae got NDP rehearsal..so fun iven though very tiring..but syiok..can sing songs lyk e.g. five stars arising n my people my home..need 2 sing loudly but i didnt i just mumble cos i 4got e lyrics n if i sing ludly n den i sing it wrongly den i pai seh oredi so i mumble e song all e wae..1st try prac. i very blur2 i didnt pay attention so much on e whole ting cos i was kinda dissapointed cos i didnt see him e whole dae n i tot hi was absent but den suddenli wen e 5 minutes break i saw him n i was kinda xcited..haha so kiut NCC guy..supporting contigent's ic 4 e NCC contigent..muahahaha..den after dat e 2nd pract i du it properly..happy n satisfied wif mieself after i done all of it correctly..i was kinda proud of mieself cos i didnt fall-out..i dont lyk 2 fall-out actuali or even see e other NP cadets falling-out..so sad seh cos lyk about 5 NP cadets fall-out...wen e 2nd pract.i was in e last row..densudenli 2 ppl in front mi fall-out..den i was alone..n den nid 2 march n i was alone in dat row..haha..kinda funny..arrive home late lyk about 7.40 yesterdae den i wash mie uniform kip mie boots in store mie belt, buttons, beret, hairnet in mie drawer..n mie socks into e washing machine..btw mie uniform i hand-washed it..den mie mum call n ask mi 2 go down shi bring mi go eat nasi ayam near joo chiat there..den wen i was at mie void-deck , sudenli i saw an orange car..nvr seen dis car b4 around mie neighbourhood..den i luk inside n saw mie parents n mie adek2 in it..wah so hapi finali got car..i went in it..it was so big..so syiok man ... okok stop toking bout yesterdae..2dae 's test was ok..literature.. i 4get all types of poems..y i olwaes 4get drg exams n i hate it so much..i hate mie 4getfulness..hate it loads....dis morning i was tired not enough slip..i comb mie hair anihow n i get irritated wif it..n tied it back..den sumting hapi hapens..i took e same bus wif e NCC guy..haha veri xcited..hi was standing at e mddle part dat can turn2 n stuffs..i was lyk luking at him a bit.. i shy larh seh..but hapi..den hi kinda luk at mi n i quickly luk away..i sit at e backbut i could see him clearly enough though..hi was listening 2 his mp3/mp4/ipod..i duno..hi luks so kiut..OMG AARRGGGGHHHH....hi was toking wif his fwen den hi smile den laugh..AAARRGGHHH SO KIUT..den after mie common test n after his mother tongue lesson..hi walk pass mie class...i was lyk luking at him..hi was kinda luking inside mie clas n sudenli his eyes was luking at mi..hi didnt smile cos i didnt smile at him..but HI LUKS SO KIUT... iven though hi got lots of pimples n his face..but kiut wat..I LIKE WANNA PINCH HIS CHEEK N SQUEEZE HIS PIMPLES LOLX XD..so cute i canot stand it..den sumting sad hapen n i cry n i was kinda ignoring ppl n didnt tok 2 dem 4 a while...i was kinda taking revenge but i dunno y don ask mi...

she did it again.. those hurtful words.. but now its a bit different.. she say that i went home late today because i went to follow my friends.. she say i go down to the canal with some guys and do things that i not supposed to do.. tears drop on cheeks while i was eating.. how can she all those words.. i really don't like her saying all that kinds of stuffs about me.. as my grandmother, she should understand me.. but instead of understanding me, she created stories.. she say again that later i will become pregnant and all these shit.. i really doesn't like her say that to me.. doesn't she know that all the words that came out from her mouths were hurtful.. doesn't she know that i felt sad about all her crap about me.. but the truth is, i went to study in the library for a while with a bunch of girl friends.. and not guy friends.. how can she say that about me?.. honestly speaking, if there were no rules in this country, in my religion and my race, i felt like killing her.. but i can't because she is my grandmother.. the one that took care of me since i was a baby when my mother goes to work.. i really can't stand it.. i tried of ignoring all the things that she said.. but she still continue talking.. then sometimes, when she was not happy with me, she will kick me.. my heart hurts when she kicked me.. how can she kicked me.. just because i didn't do what she say sometimes, doesn't mean i let her kick me.. do you know it hurts so much.. do you know how much pain was it?? no right.. that's because you don't know how i feel..

u noe wat..just now rite after wellness rite..i go home larh take 190..den got 3 jantans..i donnoe wat dey were duin but dey was ... well i dunnoe..i just luk straight..onli move a lil wen i nid 2..den i alight 4rm e bus n dey olso did e same..den ah wen dah turun 4rm bus den 1 of e jantans lyk purposely stamp his feet b4 hi bedek2 tie his shoelace..paderhal his shoe got no sjoelace..den i turn 2 luk larh cos hi go stamp his feet loudly wat..den wen i turn, hi luk at mi..den i luk in front n walk away..den e 2 more jantan toking 2 each other..den e jantan dat tie "shoelace" run 2 dem..den 1 of e guy dat wear cap push e "shoelace"..den sudenli e "tie shoelace" sae in malay.. "..eh aper bukan aku yg cakap larh dier larh yg cakap. dier yg ckp abang-abang pierce..." den i was lyk pierce?? den i luk at their face den got many2 piercing..den dey luk at mi den dey sae bye..den i smile..den e "shoelace" sae dat i smile nt sincerely in malay..den i was lyk smiling while laughing..den e 1 sdat wearing cap sae "namer saper?" meaning 'wats ur name'..den i was lyk stil laughing while smiling den walk away..den sudenli rite i hear dey all lyk whistle liddat but den i just walk n didnt turn bhind..JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG..lolx lyk real...but e whole tingy is real ok..lucky bhind mi dont have mie bro...skali wen i go home, mie bro was lyk at e com wif his gf..her gf name is APRIL TEO..yup shi is a chinese..but mie bro sae shi eat halal food onli..btw i cant wait 4 e NDP at skool..i invole u noe..NPCC rawks oll e wae!!!<333WOOHOO!!! XD

i just got scv cable in mie house...HOORAY!! i can watch more programmes now..haha so happy..i wanna recap on dis morning in e bus.. i was on mie way home from woodlands with mie famili..but i sit in front..far away from dem..den 1 stop away after e bus-stop dat i bought e bus got 1 guy in black hi carry guitar on his back lyk dat larh.. den hi luk at mi den i luk at him back ..den hi smile..den i smile at him back..n actuali l8r i found out dat hi is a punk rocker..n im lyk emo wif mie hair n specs..iwasnt lyk cheeky2 liddat ok ..hi smile at mi den i smile at him back lor..tkkn nk jeling pulak kn..2 mie bro if u read dis..plis don laugh at mi..cos im not making stories ok..pandai2 jer..u canot ask alang or zack cos dey not sit with mi ok..dey sit at e back..lyk a few seats away liddat so dey duno ok.. but e guy kinda kiut..but hi duno how 2 smile..hi funi wen hi smile..i cant find emo ppl ..onli ppl with emo hairs onli i saw..

wtf siial!! mie skirt was torn by sombody.. but i duno hu du it seh!! at 1st mie sis skool skirt was being torn until e zip all gone bout 1 or 2 months ago..den 2dae it mie skool skirt..i hang it outsyd 2 dry it after washing it den mie 4th bro saw it on e 13th floor(i live in e 12th floor)..stupid seh dat ppl..if dey tk puas hati ckp dpn2 arh..ni nk koyak kn skirt org sumer..mepek larh siial.. i yesterdae 4got 2 write dat 2 daes ago i stand bsyd e same emo guy dat i seen b4..its not lyk i walk bsyd him but hi walk walk walk den hi stand bsyd mi..haha..but den in e bus got mie bro n his gf but i didnt realise..den after go down 4rm bus mie bro n her gf make mi shocke..den at home mie bro kip saeing dat i kip smiling at e emo guy but den i didnt i onli luk at his face once den i luk infront..i stand infront of e door..but e emo guy smoke arh..i can smell it cos hi stand bsyd mi wat..so wasted siia..but i don care cos hi is VERY CUTE!!!! ^^

boring siiak at home..du nutin..but actuali im tired..just now got NP , prac 4 e NDP..dis year NCC b e GOH..i hope next year i can b e GOH..can carry rifle..2dae quite fun even doh tired..i cant stop fidgeting a lil bit cos many insects crawling on mie legs n i canot scratch so i squeeze mie hand as hard as i can 2 endure e insects crawling.. yesterdae got POP 1st den after dat got ROD..dis year ROD not fun 2 mi cos e most enthu ppl in our squad canot come cos got sumtin else..n most of dem r e guys..so e guys onli left less den 10..so as u can imagine..miy squad is e onli squad wif less ppl in it..sao siianx man..den dey game started but so short lyk no fair..last year was longer.. e game dat shud block oll e NCOs 4rm entering n stuffs lyk dat..

i donoe wat 2 du now..veri boring rite now..i donoe yet if 2moro hav NP or nt..maeb l8r i go 2 mie fwenster den imvu..long tym didnt go der..donoe wat hapen..den sumore mie neopet..but dat 1 pri 6 i stop oredi..skali dat ting dead oredi..haha gud larh i olso dowan take care cos boring larh..i donoe hu on9 now..i just sign int mie msn but den didnt chat/check h on9..now maeb i go mie fwenster ferst..bye((:

yesterdae go cut hair. till short. its lyk 25% boy, 25% emo, 25% nice, 25% short. but overall nice larh lyk emo. but if u see mi wif mie hair short u don laugh at mi arh. yesterdae at BPP got e anugerah tingy there but i didnt watch it. i go der a while den go buy tings. den dat nite go out 4 dinner at woodlands, mie famili oll order our food at 9 oclock but den we get our food at10 o clock. 1hr wait 4 our food. cos got stoopid b'dae party. got ppl celebrate larh. dey go order food so many. lyk canot celeb at home lyk dat.

The Fairy

My name is Aisyah. You can call me Ice. Currently studying at Bukit Panjang Govt. High School. I want to travel around the World one day. Hate heights and deep water. I do not have the enough courage to try but i tried sometimes. I love the colour green very much. I love Cadbury chocolate. I love GOD, family, friends, small children and making friends. I hate making enemies and don't want to have one. I don't like to swear or curse people. I don't like to hurt people unless i have to. I am very blur and slow during conversation sometimes. I am rough sometimes. I used to be a Tomboy. I am straight, FYI. I want to be a Kindergarten Teacher :D

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Pass my Prelim .
Pass my GCE'N' level exams .
New phone .
Camera .
Sims 3 game .
Cecelia Ahern books .
iPod classic .
Go for hair treatment .
Green earpiece .
Levi's jeans .
More Levi's jeans .
Gladiator .
Swatch Watch .
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Hoodies .
Go London !
New school shoes .
New colour pens .
Write my own lyrics .
Get at least A2 for my GCE'O' level Malay Paper .

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