27 October 2010
when a person cries and the first drop of tears come from the right eye, it's from happiness. But when the first roll is from the left, it is pain. - Psychological Fact
@Wednesday, October 27, 2010
when you dream of somebody you know when you're asleep, it means that the person is missing you -Psychology Fact
@Wednesday, October 27, 2010
25 October 2010
what is wrong with you? why do you still bother about me? i thought you hate me? why do you still view my FB profile anyway? if you're reading this, i want you to know that i am really sorry if i had hurt you in any way. i just don't understand. you said that you're understanding. you said that you understand the situation i am in now. but what with the sudden avoidance? you avoided me, you stopped texting me, & you're angry with me. i don't understand you at all. now you're bitching about me to my & your friend behind my back? what, you think i will never know is it? what is wrong with you?! what didi do wrong ? tell me dammit! tell me if i did something wrong. tell me if i hurt you. at least i can get this things right. at least i know what is wrong with you, sulking like that. i did'nt ask you to wait. you wanted to remember. i didn't ask you to top up for me. you did it out of your free will remember? if i said i like you, i like you as a friend. & never said i like you more than that did i? the answer is, NO! i didn't ask you to do soomething that will hurt you did i? NO! you're the one who willingly volunteered to do all those things right? HELL YEAH! so stop what you're doing & face the truth! cause that's what i'm doing right now you ass! you really make me angry you know, you really really makes me angry. so who the hell cares if i curse?! cause i bloody dont care what the fuck people will say. its my blog anyway. so if you're not happy, fuck off!
@Monday, October 25, 2010
21 October 2010
today's practical was heart breaking. it's not that i can't do it, but it really makes me sad. you see, i started to do physics before chemistry. i
made a small mistake just when the practical starts & i
worry like hell. i called for the invigilator for help, & she told me to try to relax. i managed to calm myself down & continue with the practical. next i have to do the graph & i
made another mistake. i was
confuse with the axes & later i was told that my
answer was wrong when i discussed it with my friends when we were being quarantined. i moved on to doing chemistry then after im done with physics. this is
the part where i was so depressed on when the practical is over. firstly, i
wrote my answers in pencil as i'm scared that when i wrote in pen, i
might dirtied the paper when im correctong my answers. so, i wrote
all my answers in pencil. i was doing it
very slowly as i am trying to get my senses correct. btw i got
nose-block today & i was still
not feeling well from
yesterday's fever, so i
could not smell any pungent smell when
everybody can! just when i'd
checked my answers &
reaching for my pen to re-write all my answers, the invigilator
told us to stop writing & put our pens down. therefore,
i ended up handing in my script with answers written in pencil. after the practical, we were quarantined. i could not talk for a while as i was holding back my tears. at last i could not control it any longer & i just let them spill. nobody knew & saw me cry except for my two dearest & closest friends where i was sitting between them.
@Thursday, October 21, 2010
08 October 2010
Q:what are your top three fears? 1)height 2)fall 3)pain.
@Friday, October 08, 2010
07 October 2010
Q:if there's one thing that you needed most when you're upset, what will that thing be and why? A:that thing will be a hug. i don't know why but to me, this somehow cools me down. i'm a very emotional person, but i don't like to show them. so every time when i'm sad or angry or whatever, i really need at least a hug to cheers me up. i am not desperate or something, FYI *roll eyes*, it's just a norm to me. by the way, i am tired of hugging my pillow everyday.
@Thursday, October 07, 2010
