30 June 2010
hey hey hey! guess what. i think my hibernating season is here. FYI i have had my hibernating season or so i call it since a few years ago. it is basically about me getting tired all the time & also sleepy all the time. usually i dont care where i was as long as i get to sleep for a while. but not on the bus, unless i have company. of course the reason is because i dont want to end up being woken up by the bus driver somewhere at the General Hospital. that will be so weird and embarrasing. anyways D&T project is bugging me. im having nightmares about the project every night. haha i dont mean it literally. im just kidding. only its not funny but lame. that reminds me of my friend Omai. instead of saying "lame", she will instead say "glee". hahahaha. ok now im going off cause my big brother is bugging me right now. he can be irritating at times. haha no offence abang if you happen to read this. ok-k that's all im going to study for a bit then prepare to set off to my la-la-land, with lots of taylor lautner. im a sleepyhead now, hee.
@Wednesday, June 30, 2010
22 June 2010
i was listening to some music from my big brother's ipod when i thought, "isn't it sweet for a guy to write songs for a girl?".
songs like right here waiting - richard marx or o-town - all or nothing or ryan cabrera - true.
listen to the lyrics then you'll know what i mean.
then i was thinking again if there is someone-out-there-who-is-still-hiding-&-i-still-can't-find-him who will write songs about me.
isn't that romantic? haha.
especially when the songs are written with honesty & sincerely.
& the writer meant what they wrote.
anyways, i've been super sensitive these few days.
i cry easily.
i know that i'm a cry-baby.
but i wont cry without having reason & i will usually try to control my tears every time i'm on the verge to cry.
i don't know what's happening to me.
i will cry everytime i encounter with something sad.
i cry when listening to songs, when i read books even watching movie.
normally movies don't make me cry, except for the movie titanic.
hey don't blame it on me, that movie is very sad & it's my favourite movie so far.
maybe i know the reason why i'm feeling this way.
it's a girl thing.
monthly.
or is it because i'm finally growing up to be more mature than i am now?
who knows & who cares?
me, of course i care cause its me i'm talking about.
anyways anyways, i didn't talk much too for these few days.
i'd stay away from my family.
not totally of course.
yesterday i finally start to talk to them.
i kept blabbering & rambling.
i asked them questions but before they answer, i answered my own questions.
i became a chatterbox!
i have to worry bout that later.
but now i need to get some hot tea with extra sugar & honey.
yumyum!
or maybe i'll make some homemade lime juice?
hmm.
i think i'll stick to my tea.
ok now you see what i'm talking about answering my own question?
i even say out loud about everything that i'm thinking.
oh yeah i'm going to library later on to borrow books hopefully.
i'm addicted to reading books i think.
i've read every books that i could find in my house.
even my mom's cook book.
even my baby brother's learning-to-read book that is the lion & the mouse.
& also my big brother's fashion magazine for men.
of course newspapers.
can't miss them.
have to read them everyday.
now i really need that tea.
adieu!
i'm a chatterbox! am i suppose to worry? hmm.
@Tuesday, June 22, 2010
