im sick 2dae..since morning..maeb due 2 not enough slip ..errgh..im having running nose n it is e most irritating disease dat i got..i dint go wellnness 2dae..skip it 4 a dae..confirm 2moro in e morning mr tan will search 4 mi n ask mi 2 run around e field in e morning..i nvr run in e field in e morning b4 4 mr tan n i dowan 2 du it olso..embarrasing..but i don tink i will it embarassing cos exercising in the morning is good..i hope 2moro i will not go 2 skool..i rili hope dat mie temperature will rise n no nid go skool..its useless going 2 skool 2dae..most of e tchers go pulau ubin 2 follow e sec 3s OBS..its a leisure camp ... i cant wait 4 mie turn 2 go 2 e OBS!!

i felt so lonely.. they did not care about me anymore.. they did not want to talk to me anymore.. they left me alone.. they make me feel as if i am a stranger to them.. why did they do that.. they did not talk to me.. and ignored me whenever i tried to talk to them.. their attitude changed suddenly after Mother Tongue class yesterday.. i want to talk to them but they look as if they are irritated with me.. oh GOD what had happend to my friends.. they are my only friends and why did they do this to me.. they knew very well that i am very sensitive.. i could cry easily.. they knew that i could not live without talking.. but why do they treat me as if i am invisible.. why do they treat me like a stranger.. i feel lonely.. i feel abandoned.. i would cry everytime when i saw them happily together without me tagging along with them.. oh GOD onli you know how sad i was.. onli you know how much pain i felt.. they may see me with no expression but they did not know that i feel sad so badly till i want to cry.. tomorrow is the day that i am looking forward to.. we supposed to go celebrate National Day together at McDonald's.. but their behavior today makes me really sad.. i was disappointed.. i had been waiting for the day to come and this is what happend.. i am so sad.. i believe that they don't know how i felt this two days.. how long will it last? how long will i be ignored? how long will i be with them again like those times.. the times when we laugh non-stop till our stomach hurt.. laugh non-stop till we need to go to the toilet.. the happy and the sad times we when through together.. i really don't want this to happend.. if it's is because of me, my behavior, or my attitude just tell me and maybe i could change it.. i noticed that my behavior nowadays changed.. i was not in the mood.. i don't know why this few days i had been so straight forward.. not in a good way but the bad way.. i know that you hate me, especially ***.. you will say that i am extra.. you will always try your best to hurt me.. you will always sulk and always point my fault to others.. i remember the promised that i make to myself.. that i will not let my history about my primary school's life to repeat again in my secondary school's life.. but all of it was useless.. and it had repeated itself again.. i know that you would not even bother to read all this.. but this is what i felt during this two days.. only two days and many things had happend.. i know that you would not be sad because you don't know how i feel.. you don't know the pain that i felt.. you don't know anything.. because all the things that you know is to hurt me, to make me cry, to make me sad, to make me feel lonely and to left me alone all by myself when i actually cared so much about you then i care about my own self..

The Fairy

My name is Aisyah. You can call me Ice. Currently studying at Bukit Panjang Govt. High School. I want to travel around the World one day. Hate heights and deep water. I do not have the enough courage to try but i tried sometimes. I love the colour green very much. I love Cadbury chocolate. I love GOD, family, friends, small children and making friends. I hate making enemies and don't want to have one. I don't like to swear or curse people. I don't like to hurt people unless i have to. I am very blur and slow during conversation sometimes. I am rough sometimes. I used to be a Tomboy. I am straight, FYI. I want to be a Kindergarten Teacher :D

Other fairies

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Fairy wish

Pass my Prelim .
Pass my GCE'N' level exams .
New phone .
Camera .
Sims 3 game .
Cecelia Ahern books .
iPod classic .
Go for hair treatment .
Green earpiece .
Levi's jeans .
More Levi's jeans .
Gladiator .
Swatch Watch .
Dresses/Tees .
Hoodies .
Go London !
New school shoes .
New colour pens .
Write my own lyrics .
Get at least A2 for my GCE'O' level Malay Paper .

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