she did it again.. those hurtful words.. but now its a bit different.. she say that i went home late today because i went to follow my friends.. she say i go down to the canal with some guys and do things that i not supposed to do.. tears drop on cheeks while i was eating.. how can she all those words.. i really don't like her saying all that kinds of stuffs about me.. as my grandmother, she should understand me.. but instead of understanding me, she created stories.. she say again that later i will become pregnant and all these shit.. i really doesn't like her say that to me.. doesn't she know that all the words that came out from her mouths were hurtful.. doesn't she know that i felt sad about all her crap about me.. but the truth is, i went to study in the library for a while with a bunch of girl friends.. and not guy friends.. how can she say that about me?.. honestly speaking, if there were no rules in this country, in my religion and my race, i felt like killing her.. but i can't because she is my grandmother.. the one that took care of me since i was a baby when my mother goes to work.. i really can't stand it.. i tried of ignoring all the things that she said.. but she still continue talking.. then sometimes, when she was not happy with me, she will kick me.. my heart hurts when she kicked me.. how can she kicked me.. just because i didn't do what she say sometimes, doesn't mean i let her kick me.. do you know it hurts so much.. do you know how much pain was it?? no right.. that's because you don't know how i feel..

The Fairy

My name is Aisyah. You can call me Ice. Currently studying at Bukit Panjang Govt. High School. I want to travel around the World one day. Hate heights and deep water. I do not have the enough courage to try but i tried sometimes. I love the colour green very much. I love Cadbury chocolate. I love GOD, family, friends, small children and making friends. I hate making enemies and don't want to have one. I don't like to swear or curse people. I don't like to hurt people unless i have to. I am very blur and slow during conversation sometimes. I am rough sometimes. I used to be a Tomboy. I am straight, FYI. I want to be a Kindergarten Teacher :D

Other fairies

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Fairy wish

Pass my Prelim .
Pass my GCE'N' level exams .
New phone .
Camera .
Sims 3 game .
Cecelia Ahern books .
iPod classic .
Go for hair treatment .
Green earpiece .
Levi's jeans .
More Levi's jeans .
Gladiator .
Swatch Watch .
Dresses/Tees .
Hoodies .
Go London !
New school shoes .
New colour pens .
Write my own lyrics .
Get at least A2 for my GCE'O' level Malay Paper .

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