21 October 2010
today's practical was heart breaking. it's not that i can't do it, but it really makes me sad. you see, i started to do physics before chemistry. i
made a small mistake just when the practical starts & i
worry like hell. i called for the invigilator for help, & she told me to try to relax. i managed to calm myself down & continue with the practical. next i have to do the graph & i
made another mistake. i was
confuse with the axes & later i was told that my
answer was wrong when i discussed it with my friends when we were being quarantined. i moved on to doing chemistry then after im done with physics. this is
the part where i was so depressed on when the practical is over. firstly, i
wrote my answers in pencil as i'm scared that when i wrote in pen, i
might dirtied the paper when im correctong my answers. so, i wrote
all my answers in pencil. i was doing it
very slowly as i am trying to get my senses correct. btw i got
nose-block today & i was still
not feeling well from
yesterday's fever, so i
could not smell any pungent smell when
everybody can! just when i'd
checked my answers &
reaching for my pen to re-write all my answers, the invigilator
told us to stop writing & put our pens down. therefore,
i ended up handing in my script with answers written in pencil. after the practical, we were quarantined. i could not talk for a while as i was holding back my tears. at last i could not control it any longer & i just let them spill. nobody knew & saw me cry except for my two dearest & closest friends where i was sitting between them.
@Thursday, October 21, 2010
